I just realized there is a whole part of me completely out of touch with reality. I feel like Trois Gnossienes - diminished fifths, seconds, and upbeats. It can be so crazy good, this place I always visit subconsciously when I have trouble coping with the pressure that is my reality. I know that sometimes I'm like a five year old, but that's the real, big part of me. I really haven't grown up at all - I still want the same things I have always wanted, I still work toward the goal I always had.
What I need to do is learn to moderate my visits to the Trois Gnossienes of my thoughts. Lately, they have been far too frequent. I haven't been moving forward as far as I'd like.
Woah woah. Before I go, trois affaires. (1) I want to learn French horn. (2) That's why I love Finding Neverland so darn much. And, (3) really, you should hear all Trois Gnossienes. It will change your life.
Photographs by lis
That is the score of the piece I am conducting.
Ah, we all do that. A little escapism never killed anyone. It is when it gets out of control that becomes a problem. Cool score pic.
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