the score I'm conducting now,but more representative of my perspective on
life generally, right now
I actually don't have much to say. I wish this weren't true, but I have been full of extreme ups and downs (more of the downs) lately. I'm waiting for it to kind of equalize out.
I'm so grateful that I have amazing friends who balance me out and genuinely care about me. I feel like the luckiest person in the world to have a family that loves and supports me through everything. It's so fortunate that when things are looking so down, I still have people around me to turn that world upside down, right side up.
And as the complete and utter nerd that I am, the Third Movement of Rachmaninoff's 2nd Symphony is probably one of the most sincere and touching pieces I have ever heard. Honest to goodness, if I were to fall in love, I want it to be to this beautiful, genius, vulnerable piece of music. I think Rachmaninoff and I are on the same wavelength most of the time, except he is much more of a genius than I will ever be.
Photograph by lis
Wait, so blurry is your perspective?
ReplyDeleteHmm, I always hesitate to say I know what you mean, because there is a big possibility that I actually have no idea how you feel exactly, and that I just think I do, but at least, I think I know what you mean, and I hope things turn up soon.
Regarding you vs. Rachmaninoff, you have to keep in mind dear that you are only --. Still young.