It's cloudy and raining. I'm sitting here drinking this peach passion tea. I just watched An Education and am inspired to listen to Ravel, non-stop. I had a week of terrible sleep, impossible exams, and unrequited feelings. If I had the choice to go back in time right now, I would work hard to go study at a music conservatory, take pre-medical classes and go from there... My next month will make me really regret not deciding to do that before. I think I'll be studying about 12 hours a day to try and get where I need to be.
Anyway, if I could be anywhere right now, I'd travel to Switzerland and compose something...
Sigh, that reality and fantasy don't mesh is really unfortunate.
Photograph by lis
