It's cloudy and raining. I'm sitting here drinking this peach passion tea. I just watched An Education and am inspired to listen to Ravel, non-stop. I had a week of terrible sleep, impossible exams, and unrequited feelings. If I had the choice to go back in time right now, I would work hard to go study at a music conservatory, take pre-medical classes and go from there... My next month will make me really regret not deciding to do that before. I think I'll be studying about 12 hours a day to try and get where I need to be.
Anyway, if I could be anywhere right now, I'd travel to Switzerland and compose something...
Sigh, that reality and fantasy don't mesh is really unfortunate.
Photograph by lis
Man that sounds horrible, and just about what I'm going through now. :(
ReplyDeleteJust wondering, why don't you post this on tumblr? :)